I dream big, bigger than the universe. It takes time to gather thoughts but I write automatically. I wish you have a good day anyway! -Azaria Anggana Laras./17/SMAN 8 JKT/GEESTDRIFT ZESTIEN/VradyAsavine/SIERA XLVI--MR 4613/Her-own-blog-writer/Oh yeah, you don't want me./Puff&Tux<3
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vendredi 24 février 2012
A Forward Thinking
Was currently wondering who's gonna replace Asthon Kutcher, Adam Sandler, Jennifer Aniston, Katherine Heigl, Gerard Butler, Cameron Diaz, Reese Witherspoon, Drew Barrymore, making a God-Knows good romantic-comedy, when they're aging away?
The strongest people alive are maybe those who have lost their strength but weren't consumed by negativity.
Agree/Not?
You should be agree. Because you see, when human beings have their strength, they can be REAL nice/sweet/happy/grateful/all. And when they lost what-is-so-called-strength-by-them, well, they would likely become lost, too.
Takes time for me to conclude this fact. This is so real, readers. So take my advice, choose God as your strength. For you know, you will never lose your God. But it's hard to be it.
Kayanya ingetan gue mau nulis apa kebawa pergi sama memori komputer ini. NYAH! Gini akibatnya kalo omongan udah numpuk tapi gak dituang, akhirnya luber.
Gila kesel banget gaksi lo memori komputer yang udah ada dr smp kelas 7 ilang semua?!?!?!?!? Segala foto2 jaman dahulu, segala 1000an lagu di itunes, segala chat logs eh chat logs gapapa deng ilang, bagus malah, tp sisanya kan banyak file penting gitu. Kan banyak moment yang tercapture di file itu, ishh mana bisa dimunculin lagi, kalo lagu okelahh bisa download. Tp kalo moment, yakale.
Apa kabarnya blogger while I'm gone? Adakah orang yang setia ngestalk wkwkwk B-) pede selangit. Oh ya btw ngomong2 soal langit ulangan di sekolah sedang melangit nih, tapi rasa malas gue kayanya menjagad raya. Astaghfirullah :'" salah banget deh..
Btw somehow gue merasa this whole sophomore sucks, y o y? Karena mendadak gue ngerasa ga tau apa yang gue mau, which is depressing, because when you don't know what you want, you won't know what you're chasing for, in the end you achieved nothing. Nothingness, bro. As nothing as toilet paper. Bloody nothing, shud I say. That's that. Sophomore sucks in that way. And anyway, I shud agree with The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Seventeen Ain't So Sweet. Mungkin belum sweet ya..... ya ya ya ya ya.
Anywayyyyyy, call me retarded karna gue baru mulai baca to kill a mocking bird setelah dr dulu cuma tau desas desusnya doang. Beneran bagus, meskipun bacanya mesti sambil mikir gara2 bahasanya berat. Ga heran deh menang pulitzer prize, emg keren bgt, jempolan (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) tuh 4 jempol.
"......Whatever she says to you, it's your job not to let her make you mad" Sincerely, 4613.
mercredi 18 janvier 2012
Nobody
Been listening to Eliza Doolittle lately. Guess who's in love with british singer? Me! Obviousleh. After Pixie Lott, now it's Eliza Doolittle. And there's also Birdy (she's new and underrated). They are uber coolio!
Nobody state is perfect for me :3 But later in life, I will be somebody. Watch me. X, Azaria A L.
"I'm gonna be what I want I'm just playin' a part And what my character does Is not important, it just is What it is, is what it is"
Have you ever experienced a re-run dreams? It drives you mad. Have you ever woke up in the morning with insecurity? It makes you pray not to dream again...
So this is it folkssssse! 31th December, when people do countdown.
Me? What am I doing on 31th December? Well... if you ask... Tadi pagi gue bangun jam 7, mata masih lengket banget tapi hari ini sudah ditentukan ngapain dari kemaren2nya. Ngaji sekeluarga. This is because mom and dad udah ngikutin sunnah, and since I'm their daughter mereka pasti mau gue ngikutin mereka dong, ya ga. Silahkan tanya kenapa gue masih begini begini aja, mungkin karena udah kenal dunia ya hahahahah omongannya bro, berasa udah hidup berabad abad (dan berasa bapak ibu gak tau dunia). Tapi ya, gue ini payah, masih juga ketipu sama dunia hofd astaghfirullah dan gue nyadar pula. Selesai ngaji gue sama adek-adek langsung ngacir ke gramedia, YES O YES gue nemu notebook snoopy yang ga beda jauh lah sama kemaren.
Tentu saja sodara-sodara, gue gak kemana-mana malam ini, sama seperti 31 desember yang lain, gue di rumah. Ini bukan curhat kok, dibacanya jangan pake nada curhat gitu dong :< Paling-paling ntar jam 12an kurang gue naik ke genteng ngeliatin fireworks sana sini, naik genteng pun sudah cukup :")
Gila ya baru jam 8 loh tapi dunia sekitar udah berasa kaya lagi perang gini hahahahah. Kalo komentar bapak sih singkat tapi nusuk, "Liat tuh ras, bakar duit" Hmmm, keluarga gue ga anti-dunia gitu kok, tapi apa ya, mengurangi porsi dunia lebih pas kayanya. Dan gue masih struggling, doakan saja bisa kuat ngikutin bapak ibu secepatnya. Dan hidup kaya gini ga garing-garing amat kok :)
Well well well, In the end, even though I don't fancy 2011, I still feel grateful. Alhamdulillah, let me dig a 'lil deeper next year dear God. Selamat tahun baru 2012 masehi (beberapa jam lagi)! :D:D Semoga kita bisa melakukan sesuatu yang lebih bermakna.
Wow. Cepatnya. In the end, sepertinya sih, I don't fancy 2011. Gak pake 'sepertinya sih'. I really don't fancy 2011. Jarang-jarang loh bilang begini, dan jarang-jarang seorang gue gak suka sesuatu.
Belom punya life-journal baru nih buat 2012, itu sangat sangat amat perlu dibeli banget untuk kelanjuatn hidup kedepannya (berasa kalo ga punya jurnal bakal kenapa gitu). Tapi yaaa kalo ga ada life journal bakal ada yang kurang, karnaaaa sampe sekarang terhitung gue udah rutin bikin 3 jilid dari 2009. Wkwkwk tinggal diterbitin.
(2009-2010-2011)
Dan mereka semua snoopy, dan ga bergembok which is kaya seakan akan bertuliskan 'silahkan dibaca'. Gimana dong udah enak banget sama si snoopy, bahkan skrg gue lg nyari yang snoopy lagi. Udah susah dicari nih, since ini udah lama banget boomingnya, tp yaaa semoga ketemu.
Btw libur jaman sekarang lama banget loh apalagi di 8, ternyata libur bisa sampe sebulan gini kalo diitung-itung, duhhhh terharu dunia akhirat deh. Kalo dipikir-pikir dari awal desember gue udah nyantai nganggur ga jelas. Alhamdulillah lah bisa begini.. beda banget sama taun lalu, abis uas balik lagi ke sekolah buat remed. Semoga taun depan lebih nganggur lagi 0:)
Tapi btw isinya masih sama aja sih, bangun siang langsung main gapake inget mandi pagi. Kalo ngga, kalo abis dari mana-mana langsung nonton gapake inget mandi sore. Liburan = lupa mandi. Dan dan daaan alhamdulillahnya stok liburan kali ini penuh brader, dari antm sampe tintin animated series ada!!! WAHEW like a boss. Novel juga gitu, dari one day sampe agatha christie udah gue abisin semua bulan ini. Trus tetris battle sampe mabok, sampe ngamuk sendiri pengen bakar komputer gara-gara rank ga naik-naik, salahin eki banget nih ngajarin tetris. HOFD. Jangan sampe ketularan running mannya, karna kalo iya.. bahaya. Bahaya kalo gue udah terlanjur addicted.
Btw barusan gue nyari-nyari file lama gitu dan ketemu foto-foto ini
wkwkwkwkwkkwkwkwkw doooh jaman kapan tuh, aduuuuaduuuu tp kangen banget. KANGEN BANGET. 7E. Apa kabarnya mereka mereka...
Ih rambut gue kok skrg lurus gini ya, tau ah kok jadi ngomongin rambut? Ngelantur... sudah ya folks, semoga tanggal 31 desembernya kalian menyenangkan :D
Semoga 2012 bisa ___________ aamiin! Love, Azaria A L.